au jour'dui

You might think that it is too early to tell you of my day, but I assure you it is not. There is a very simple reason for this. My day began at 4:30am. I woke up, very suddenly. A loud Red Hot Chile Peppers song was playing. I had been having a dream involving skateboards and high buildings. I fell off the top of a very high building and as I fell all the skaters laughed and cheered. I waved at them and then I hit the floor and everything went black. At that point I woke up. The dream itself was not scary. I often dream of such things. The thing that had scared me was that I woke up with a very strong urge to go and jump off the roof. At 5:30 I got off my bed and made breakfast, still thinking of reasons why I should not jump off the roof. I wasn't very convincing. So I had breakfast and worked until 11, when I stopped working and came upstairs. Now I am watching Jurassic Park 2 and talking to people...not many people. I have suppressed the urge to jump off the roof. Talk later. Hugs to all.